2009.07.18
who am I ?
Who am I ? I'm not stupid, of course I know everythin bout myself. Jakarta had a bad accident, 2 booms exploded at 2 luxury hotel. That was crazy, I could do nothin but I felt sorry to the victims. Hope Jesus gave them the best.
Today is Sunday. I juz stay at home and going online. Stupid activities..
Yesterday I read some ecchi manga, and I was surprised! How could that book published to the public? The stories were scary and so dirty. I though my brain was full of poison when read that.
Coz of that manga, I choose a better life in the future, i wanna live in a big house and alone, only me. And I'll adopt a child to accompany me. Is that good? Whaddaya think?
My friend from South Korea said, it must be better if I could find a good guy. And lived with him and loved him forever, coz human couldn't live alone. That was true, but I knew myself better, juz hope what will God do for me.
I think, I'm afraid with sex..
Today is Sunday. I juz stay at home and going online. Stupid activities..
Yesterday I read some ecchi manga, and I was surprised! How could that book published to the public? The stories were scary and so dirty. I though my brain was full of poison when read that.
Coz of that manga, I choose a better life in the future, i wanna live in a big house and alone, only me. And I'll adopt a child to accompany me. Is that good? Whaddaya think?
My friend from South Korea said, it must be better if I could find a good guy. And lived with him and loved him forever, coz human couldn't live alone. That was true, but I knew myself better, juz hope what will God do for me.
I think, I'm afraid with sex..
2009.07.13
The Last
I'm here, don't worry.. Yesterday I slept for a long time, and woke up so late. I didn't know what to do, so I watched an anime in my PC.
The title = Junjou Romantica, I watched it for a several times and I fell in love with Usami Fuyuhiko. (*don't laugh)
Ahem.. Of course I have some reason why I admire him. He's old and rich. He's wise and handsome.He's kind and gentle, uh who knows??? Of course he loves his children. That's why he's the real man. Oh my God, even Fuyuhiko and Miyagi are same in my eyes!! Both of them are hot.
So, what do u think? Who's better? Which one is handsome? I guess both of them..ha3
WAAAA... Doushite? I can't imagine if Miyagi choose Shinobu!
The title = Junjou Romantica, I watched it for a several times and I fell in love with Usami Fuyuhiko. (*don't laugh)
Ahem.. Of course I have some reason why I admire him. He's old and rich. He's wise and handsome.He's kind and gentle, uh who knows??? Of course he loves his children. That's why he's the real man. Oh my God, even Fuyuhiko and Miyagi are same in my eyes!! Both of them are hot.
So, what do u think? Who's better? Which one is handsome? I guess both of them..ha3
WAAAA... Doushite? I can't imagine if Miyagi choose Shinobu!
2009.07.03
I'm tired
Today is the last observation, and I'm so happy. Well, I'm pretty healthy now and I'm in a good mood.
2009.06.30
Geez...!
Why..
Its bad, Mom.. I can't say anything. Its bad, too bad. My Mom has a heart disease, and that's true.
Oh God what happen to my life, I juz want to be happy but since I studied in the Vocational School, You took everything from my life.
Even Dad isn't stay with us. I'm afraid someday, Mom will die and I live in loneliness.
This accident always haunt me. Especially when Mom feels hurt in her chest. Oh my, what should I do?
Its bad, Mom.. I can't say anything. Its bad, too bad. My Mom has a heart disease, and that's true.
Oh God what happen to my life, I juz want to be happy but since I studied in the Vocational School, You took everything from my life.
Even Dad isn't stay with us. I'm afraid someday, Mom will die and I live in loneliness.
This accident always haunt me. Especially when Mom feels hurt in her chest. Oh my, what should I do?
2009.06.30
Background?
Umm, its too cute, I mean the background. It doesn't matter, but *sigh..
Well, tomorrow I'll visit TMII and I dunno what to do. I'm not in the mood and the location is so far from here.
Now, its 15.36 pm. Honestly, this holiday is very bad coz I never do somethin useful. Like before I woke up at 11.00am. Then..I juz sat in the sofa and waited for lunch. I'm so stupid in this holiday.. so boring too..
Damn, I always dream about my ex-bestfriend. And I don't know about my feelings..
Well, tomorrow I'll visit TMII and I dunno what to do. I'm not in the mood and the location is so far from here.
Now, its 15.36 pm. Honestly, this holiday is very bad coz I never do somethin useful. Like before I woke up at 11.00am. Then..I juz sat in the sofa and waited for lunch. I'm so stupid in this holiday.. so boring too..
Damn, I always dream about my ex-bestfriend. And I don't know about my feelings..